another month of december

december 8.. its 3.00 in the morning, everyones asleep and its rainning.... cycling.. with my ipod on repeat (playlist lullaby)..to the stadium. ..going thru the month of december.. might be a cold one this year.. well i guess.. nothings changed... new years coming up..excited? maybe ... it feels the same.. its just another year for me... i just feel like the world is on repeat... everything is just the same to me... new years resolution? useless..christmas is coming up.. i wish im in scotland now... oh well.. another december for me.. nothing to look foward too, working my ass of till next year.. i guess i cant wait to get back to college and meet up with everyone...